09/01/2011

Ermmmm…2day I saw her bt nt enough time cz tat time bz..arggggg..heheheh…2day she wear singlet n a jacket..XD..so leng zai arg god…hahahha…den whn at evening time I quarel wit mum cz of a fried rice..wtf..whn quarel tat time my face oh gui bao gong ah…ah mun oso scared me ah…haix…den I chat wit frenz den I ask mitchell gt girl intro bo?she go post at fb man…walao eh..den I noe a tg from penang name baka linx..she 18 same age wit me..den I feel she quite nice n is a 怪卡same wit me..XD den I cal elaine talk den suddenly 嘉鑫cal me…she ask me izit I feel she treat me nt wit true heart??den I say if u treat ppl n u rili love a ppl u wont go find another ppl….den she come blame me no time pei her man..wtf…I alreadi say whn I bz I wil reply u late I gt inform her wn den I say whn I free I cal u tat time were r u??u keep off ur hp….den she come tel me I talk phone wit my gor..u think I’m kid ah…den she somemore say many thing la…haix….tao ka bui jz dun wn me break wit her..she say I rili love u..den I msg say I jz wn a simple relationship is tat hard??den she say ok nt hard u wait me I find u ltr…blekkkk…no need ask la she sure say I break wit tat tg d wn la..haix……

08/01/2011

2day morning I go canteen help ah ma at stall den suddenly I received a msg from hvz alice my mei,she say 2 me tis“later we hang out go gurney wn or nt?Since ur mood so down don say u don wn la,bcz long time we din hnag out le”…whn I received tis msg my heart feel she rili is a ppl who care me…n my heart is so sweet n happy cz she is the 1 who noe my mood darm down…bt I cnt go out wit her cz I eed go work at mum stall ltr…den whn I reach mum place I ask hokien me de kak den I dindt say anything I jz cal ah kak she alreadi noe wat I wnna say..she say not yet come..thn v laugh..XD…den I ask her hw u noe I wnna ask u wat??den she say u no need ask anything I tel u da answer..den I say smart..hahha…XD..bt sadly I cnt c her cleary 2day even I go upstair oso cnt c her cz she like dint come out from da saloon whole day..haix..she didn’t come coffee shop buy thing oso..is her fenz come n buy ni..hiax..y tis 2day oso dhe dint come???i almost cnt c her d…cz I need go 2 canteen help le…hw???arg dun care la…XD..den whn nitex I crazy d laugh alone whn I looking at my hp cz mitchell post at my wall she say“严重的警告你表在想他料。Den I laugh..hahaha…den stil gt many happy thing…bt til 10something I was think should I cal her???since she treat me like tat y I stil wn cal n on wit her?she rili is a plygirl…she dunno wt is love…hw cn she couple wit 2 ppl in the same time???break ma break la..since I dun wnna become tb anymore…so wat…get lost la..start new life..

Our relationship is END

Y I wn end tis relationship????Because she gt another key 2 open da jail n I realise tat I hurt my best frenz…who care me n love me….i’m soli…bt I promise her tat I wont hurt her anymore cz I love n care her…she rili care me…I tel her tat the tb hurt me n my tears is dropping cz of her den she say how dare she make my frenz hurt n sad…tis is the first time she say like tis….i rili happy whn I saw tis…=)..so nw I wil keep my promise tat I wont hurt her n my famili anymore…I wil be bck myself…erm…da sad thing is I cnt c da leng zai anymore le….cz dad hand almost ok den I need go bck 2 canteen help le…arg leng zai ah…I miss u ah..i dun wnna leave u…I wn c u everyday…T_T..XD。。。althogh I wn stil continue wit her bt I cnt accept 3 ppl in a relationship…dunno y so I choose 2 end tis relationship…single life quite gud la…XD..bt my life less 1 work is cal her n cook porridge..like tat gud oso la…I cn jimat my credit..hahahah

06/01/2011

I veli long didn’t write thing at my blog d…cz my sis go kl 4 3week….i gt many thing 2 say bt I scared my tears wil drop….haix bt hw oso I wn say cz I dun wn keep inside my heart anymore..i alreadi make a choice I wnna become a tb n nw I couple wit a tb who name 嘉鑫。She is from melaka,tis is the secomd time I couple wit her the first time is I become the 3rd ppl in their relationship bt tis time is jz v 2 ni…bt I dunno y I scared her 2 leave me mayb I rili love her…tat day v almost break bcz I tel her tat I hurt myself…I jz wn her 2 care me more bt haix…if tis relationship ili end le I cnt do anything cz her heart is nt wit me…Az gt tel me b4 bout her thing she say “if u cn play tis game u continue if cnt u jz give up 2 choose a better way”…I gt try 2 give up bt I dunno y whn I say I wn give up my heart is like mnay thing inside..tat day 嘉鑫tel me tat her ex bring a guy 2 her hse n da guy…her..i dunno I should believe or nt n I dunno y suddenly my tears is dropping..n jz nw I saw her new fb in relationship wit ppl who name 霖爱嘉 n her new fb name is 嘉爱霖..izit the same person???she say she wn put in relationship wit me bt y she didn’t put???n her old account gt ppl is using izit she using da old account???i feel she gt many thing lie 2 me…should I ask her???i dunno wat should I do…she is the 1st lesbian who make me gt tis feel…ok let’s talk bout happy thing..e.rm at bb coffee shop there gt a saloon name da vincci inside gt a tb veli leng zai n cool…she look like a korean cz her skin is quite white..whn I saw her I veli happy n lost control..XD….hahahah…den tat day I keep talk 2 yun bout her thing she oso say ‘I cnnot tahan u d la’…hahahaha…den 2day I walk at her beside erm jz pass la…cz she buying thing..hahaha..n her sound is rili like girl veli soft…everytime she oso wil buy chicken rice de lol…XD I was thinking whn ni she wil buy our noodles…hehehe..if she come buy our noodles oso hor I oso dunnno wat is my reaction lol….XD…heheh bt I cnt c her soon cz dad hand almost 好了 so I need go bck 2 canteen n help ah ma d…den I need go work le…haix….if I gt money I sure go her saloon learn hw 2 cut hair de…bt no money..haix….argggggg…anyway leng zai u sot dao me le..帅哥你电到我了 哈哈哈哈。。。。。。

29/12/2010

me veli happy cz i jz ne hear 凯吉de voice.. miss her voice so much...bt i heard some ppl voice i thin is her wife..haix..i dunno y nw my tears wnna drop....i dunno y...whn i writing tis thing bout her...my tear wn drop...wat happen 2 me...i stil luv her??or is bcz she at kl wit her wife???wats wrong wit me....i rili dunno wat is my ans...i jz order da 韩国KBN的束胸衣..i mz ask money from mum d...bt hw 2 say leh???haix...i wil wear tat cz nw my hair look loke a guy..n i wnna try 2 become a real tb...however nw heart nw rili no feelong at all...i dunno wat i wn..wt i need...should i continue my life like tis on 2011???haix...i rili dunno...my i jz wn zzz den no need wake uo ever...
i rili need some rest 2 make my mind n brain more clear...c wat i rili need in my life

many thing happen

me tis few day oso no mood n i noe a tb name 嘉鑫...she couple wit me den i say i dun wn cz i dun wn become da 3rd ppl...n i no feeling wit her..n nw i dun wnna become tb anymore..nw i dunno wat i need inside my life..haix..arg god ah...i rili dunno wat i need nw in my life..wat should i do???n tat day i cry bcz i miss k.j...
i write tis note at fb...
K.J i jz now cry when i looking at ur pic if i tel you you sure wil say 你傻了,傻瓜,大傻瓜 but tis few word i cant hear n c anymore from you cz you alreadi dun wanna say 2 me le.Do You stil rmb you say you like me say wat 2 u?i think you sure 4get le but i stil rmb the word n oso our happiness i'm happy tat Ytd you comment n reply at my status.I noe you scared wat but i oso jie myself 2 tel you the fake answer.i'm soli I rili hope tat you didnt go kl den Ntg wil change...but you wont noe i wrote tis note 4 you T_T
i rili miss her...

haix tian tang gt a new angel again

on 10/12/2010 alviss kong he die because of luv...although i dunno him bt y he wn die bcz of a girl???haix...although i dunno him bt whn i heard his new i so sad n i cry...bt whbn he die he ask him famili n frenz all dun blame his ex...a guy so gud y his ex wn break wit him??somomore dun wn let him send her go home OMG..bt anyway i hope he will RIP..haix...he so leng zai his life end bcz of a girl...he jz 22years...anyway i rili sad 4 him....