06/01/2011

I veli long didn’t write thing at my blog d…cz my sis go kl 4 3week….i gt many thing 2 say bt I scared my tears wil drop….haix bt hw oso I wn say cz I dun wn keep inside my heart anymore..i alreadi make a choice I wnna become a tb n nw I couple wit a tb who name 嘉鑫。She is from melaka,tis is the secomd time I couple wit her the first time is I become the 3rd ppl in their relationship bt tis time is jz v 2 ni…bt I dunno y I scared her 2 leave me mayb I rili love her…tat day v almost break bcz I tel her tat I hurt myself…I jz wn her 2 care me more bt haix…if tis relationship ili end le I cnt do anything cz her heart is nt wit me…Az gt tel me b4 bout her thing she say “if u cn play tis game u continue if cnt u jz give up 2 choose a better way”…I gt try 2 give up bt I dunno y whn I say I wn give up my heart is like mnay thing inside..tat day 嘉鑫tel me tat her ex bring a guy 2 her hse n da guy…her..i dunno I should believe or nt n I dunno y suddenly my tears is dropping..n jz nw I saw her new fb in relationship wit ppl who name 霖爱嘉 n her new fb name is 嘉爱霖..izit the same person???she say she wn put in relationship wit me bt y she didn’t put???n her old account gt ppl is using izit she using da old account???i feel she gt many thing lie 2 me…should I ask her???i dunno wat should I do…she is the 1st lesbian who make me gt tis feel…ok let’s talk bout happy thing..e.rm at bb coffee shop there gt a saloon name da vincci inside gt a tb veli leng zai n cool…she look like a korean cz her skin is quite white..whn I saw her I veli happy n lost control..XD….hahahah…den tat day I keep talk 2 yun bout her thing she oso say ‘I cnnot tahan u d la’…hahahaha…den 2day I walk at her beside erm jz pass la…cz she buying thing..hahaha..n her sound is rili like girl veli soft…everytime she oso wil buy chicken rice de lol…XD I was thinking whn ni she wil buy our noodles…hehehe..if she come buy our noodles oso hor I oso dunnno wat is my reaction lol….XD…heheh bt I cnt c her soon cz dad hand almost 好了 so I need go bck 2 canteen n help ah ma d…den I need go work le…haix….if I gt money I sure go her saloon learn hw 2 cut hair de…bt no money..haix….argggggg…anyway leng zai u sot dao me le..帅哥你电到我了 哈哈哈哈。。。。。。