veli stupid..

i feel my self veli stupid cz i dunno wnna find wat reason n i cnt tel my parents wat should i do...arg..jz nw i at studio i feel veli happy..n da dj set rili is a hard thing n i stand there jz like a tree i dun dare 2 mix da song...hehehe..i rili dun dare...my mum jz nw cal me she talk wit me wit the angry sound...i veli scared...i veli scared nw...wat should i do???i wnna find more reason...bt my brain nw veli empty...i feel other ppl come out their parents didnt block them..i like tis feel...bt whn cn i get tis few????i ril few wnna cry nw....bt i cnt...i mz think idea...haix.....pity me la...argggggg......help me lao gong kai ji....help me...n ytd v quarel...she keep say soli wit me...bt i alreadi zzz...heheheh...anyway,anyhow...i love her..muaks...