wat should i do

Me jz nw cal umiko n tel her bout me n alice….after I tel her tat den I tel her me n orangez is ntg de…I dunno y after noe tat “nix sit so..”is written by orangez I feel so tl n angry…he say me til like wat ni…I nw can tel u guy surely I like girl I dun like guy…so I hope u dun think bukan bukan….i noe hw she feel wn la…bt mw I hope alice cn become my 老婆仔bt she cnt..haix…I dunno hw should I face orangez….should I become a dj??should I continue my dj class???i dunno….after I noe tis thing I feel so sad…cz I dunno y….y they wn say like tat?should I keep contact wit them???i dunno…..should I???wat should I do???wat cn I do???i hope alice beside me nw…..未来老婆仔你在哪里。。。。。should I work hard 4 my dream????haix..i dunno…I need rest….i dun wn think le la….