Monday, June 14, 2010

14.06.2010

haix...tis is da last week skul holiday....2moro gt ttn maths sir give us homework bt i didnt do.....nw rushing...wat la.....den i tis few day i dun feel happy,sad or wat...dunno y....i comfirm i no feeling wit him anymore...hehhe..tat day i trying 2 die.....2 kill myself....cz i dunno y my mind keep thinking i give car long(hokkien),gie ppl shoot,give ppl kill....i dunno y my brain wanna think all tis thing...i think i die d all wil b ok....deb i msg my frenz i say:it thx god 2 give me a chance 2 be a frenz wit u...if nxt life stil gt chance i stil wanna be ur frenxz.....den i somemore ask them dun cry if i die...stupid hw come they wont cry leh..... den i hope faster come la tat wn....i dtil nt yt come.....i so worried tat i cnt married...haix......if i cnt married...i dunno hw...haix......den i wanna do wat leh after f5....i wil gambateh de.....i wil pass my spm.......i noe many rules 4 ppl 2 life.....

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