You are my Everything

you are the one i want,the one i need..

The one that i gotta to succeed..

When i first saw you,i knew it was real..

I'm sorry about the pain i made you feel..

That's wasn't me..let me show you the way..

I look for the sun but it's raining today..

I remember when i first look into your eyes..

It was like god was there,heaven in the skies..

I wore a disguise cause i didn't want to get hurt

But i didn't know i made everything worse

you told me we are crazy in love

But you didn't care when push came to shove

If you love me as much as you said you did

Then you wouldn't have hurt me like i ain't shit

I loved you with my really and truly

I guess you forgot about the time that we shared

when i would run my fingers through your hairs

Last night,just holding you in my arms

I don't know how could i do you so wrong

I really wanna show you i really need to hols you

I really wanna know you like no one could else know you

You're number one always in my heart

And now i can't believe that our love is torn apart

I need you

I miss you

I want you

I love you czi wanna hold you

I wanna kiss you

You are my everything

And i really miss you

without you in my life everything seems strange

Your name is forever planted in my brain

I really love you BAbY

世界唯一的你

这是命运最美的安排

是我

让你过长的等待

我们只要现在深爱

幸福就来

恨我来不及参于你的过去

抱歉让你等待

我愿意付出一切交换

我灵魂的另一半

这个世界唯一的你

是我拥有的奇迹

对我说的一字一句

都是我们的秘密

紧紧拥抱唯一的你

无可救药的坚定

就是世界与我为敌

我也愿意

我什么都愿意

过去所有的悲哀

都只是寻觅我唯一

勇敢真爱

照亮了漆黑的夜晚寻找了一次一辈子

再不分开

恨我来不及参于你的过去

抱歉让你等待

我愿意付出一切交换

我灵魂的另一半

呜...耶....

是一个奇迹

对我说的一字一句

都是我们的秘密

紧紧拥抱唯一的你

无可救药的坚定

就是世界与我为敌

我也愿意

我什么都愿意

....呜...哦...

我愿意付出一切交换

我灵魂的另一半

ho ...哦...

就算让我伤尽天理

我什么都愿意为你

紧紧拥抱唯一的你



无可救药的坚定

就是世界与我为敌

我也愿意

我什么都愿意

爸妈对不起

我不管同性恋的路有多难我也一定会走下去因为我喜欢的是女生。爸,妈,姐对不起我不能答应你们做回我自己。因为我喜欢的是女生可是我还是你们的女儿和妹妹。只不过我不是跟男生拍拖而是跟女生。我想去保护她，爱他和关心她。我没有想要故意的去伤害你们可是我不知道要怎么样告诉你们为什么我会喜欢上女生。我知道你们很反对我当啦子可是你们有没有想过处接受呢？没有。你们只会骂我，歧视同性恋。。我不觉得同性恋有什么恶心。为什么女生一定要跟男生在一起呢？为什么女生就不能跟女生呢？为什么有些家人能接受他们的女儿是同性恋而你们不能？难道你们不能看开一点吗？我每一次都不想回答你们的问题是因为我不想在你们面前流泪和不想看到你们流泪。还有我不想跟你们吵架。爸妈对不起。我不能做回我自己。我会继续的做个踢。。就算你们反对我也要一直做下去。我不会后悔的。因为只一个选择是我自己选的。

17/01/2011

2day is me n linx de 1week….i love her so much..whn I 2gether wit her I feel happy n relax…no strees…. Tis relationship i duno I cn 2gether hw long bt if give me a limit I wn 4ever…whn I sad,emo,angry or bad mood no matter wat happen n wat mood am I she oso wil beside me n hear me say wat happen…nvm… ….nvm..hehhehe…I wil stil love her…ermmmm new year wn reach liao….i stil nt yt buy shirt..no money..huhuhuhu..i dun wn mum follo me go buy shirt…everytime I wn buy shirt oso they say so much thing de…arg geram nia…tis year I wn buy tb short…hahahhaha..XD…haix…no money ahhhhhh…god help me plz…I wn 200bucks 2 buy new shoes,shirt n short…if cn hor 300bucks oso cn le..hehehehhe…..ps la…too tam xin liao…bt rili wn buy new shirt,short n shoes….heheheh..hope dad cn give me money buy shirt la…XP。。。我想对我的宝贝老婆说：老婆我爱你一生一世。。我不会离开你的。。我答应你。我爱爱爱爱爱死你了。。么么

11/01/2011

2day is the 2nd day I couple wit linx…erm I gt ask her b4 wil u treat me like my ex??Den she say trust out love…den ok I trust he wont treat me like my ex..XD..erm nw I wn diet d…cz valentine day almost reach n stil gt her bday is on 5 march…so I hv 2 celebrate tis wit her…..i was think if su yun noe tat I become a tb bck she sure wil feel veli sad de..so I dun wnna let her noe….n I nt sure mum n sis whether noe tat I’m less or nt…if they noe I dunno hw 2 answer them….haix…dun care la…the thing happen ni say la…haix..jz nw at stall I quarel wit mum again…I dun like she control me so much..i noe she is my mum bt oso no need control til so tight wn k…I wn dye my hair oso cnnot..wn dye hw oso is she say…wat colour oso is she say wtf….were gt ppl control til like her eh….haix..dunno la..i jz feel wn faster diet til 65 den go out work..dun wn stay at penang d if genting de work cnt den ma go kl there work lol..ntg de..i jz dun wn stay at penang…if stay at penang cn I dun wnna stay 2gether wit my parents cz everytim I oso wil quarel wit mum n dad de….argggg…erm nw I feel tat I nt like last time so crazy d…cz tis few day I oso dint saw dao da leng zai tb…so I ma like ok lol she bo come ma bo come lol…..XDXD..funny hor..haix…hehehhe…erm n I wish mr.lonely louis n sabrina cn happy n 2gether…gud luck o....XD…

10/01/2011(part2)

Erm..i say break wit 嘉鑫le…n nw I couple wit baka linx….tis ppl can give me feel happy n ntg stress..whn I 2gether wit her I feel veli happ n relax…joslyn tel me dun put full heart in my half bt I dunno I cn or nt cz I scared she wil like 嘉鑫 hurt me…I cnt accept any hurt el…I veli tired wit all tat hurt..i jz wn a simple,happy relationship..i hope tis relationship cn more den 1year….i noe tat is nt easy bt I wil try cz in my life tis is da 3rd time I couple…I nw need 2 do de thing is
1) Diet
2) Become a gud bf
3) Hard working
4) Become mature……tis is all the thing tat I wnna do b4 2012year come….
I think I rili love tis girl so much….she rili is my 开心果…..tis whole day I chat wit her I feel veli happy n my mood oso happy….keep goin..happy is a gud thing…I love u dear。。。老婆我爱你

10/01/2011

2day is the day tat I feel ok n happy cz I noe a new frenz from kl she is tbg….her name is 紫文厥=zi wen jue…she is 18..den nw she work at genting de casino..den da salary is 1200++…she quite nice whn I talk wit her..erm she gt say if I cn go genting work den I stay 2gether wit her…tis thing make me rmb bck whn I n k.j tat time….v gt talk 2 each other b4..bt is jz my own thinking…den I tel my mum tat 16 above cn go work at casino d…den I wnna tel mum tat I wn go genting n work bt whn I say mi ah mi..den she say I noe wat u wnna say den I like ha..u noe wt I wnna say???of course la she is my mum k…den she say if u cn diet til 65kg den u cn go out n work…den I was like rili???den I say go were work oso can ah??den she say no who…I noe she scared wat she scared I do all the bad thing bt mum dun worried I wont…den I say I go genting casino n work leh??she say ok…XDXD…den nw I mz gambateh d..i wan go genting n work…XDXD…den me n baka linx de感情quite ok..cz I alreadi tel her tat I gt feeling wit her..den I say I wait ur answer n I wil settle the problem wit 嘉鑫first den ni I wil on wit her cz I dun wn she get hurt cz my mistake….bt I nw mz diet first if nt nxt time go out wit linx I dun dare cz I fat like a pig man…so I hope me n linx wil happy ever after….n she is stay at penang…XDXDX….jz nw linx gt say she gt abit miss me..hehehe…I gt abit miss her oso….i love u linx…