dun noe hw 2 say my feeling

erm 2day is sat...i dunno y i always stomach pain......ahhhhh.....y ah....erm ytd my dad jz pick a hp sony k 530i....bt when i c inside da hp gt wat all da video is bout sex haix gt real ppl eh ah in skul n oso in bath room 2 gl is bathing ah...haix wat gl is tat oso dunno ah...like tat oso wan give ppl take a video....haix...jz nw i give ppl scold me....i jz wana on9 onli wt scold me 4???fuck.....haix i jz nw saw john.....nt him la is a artis....erm i nw dun wanna think anything dun wanna think bout guy n luv i jz wanna consentreat in my spm onli...hehe mz be happy always....

20.01.2010

haixx..........y tis year so many ppl die???chung ling die 6 den our skul die 1....y?y?y?y?when i read da news paper i feel veli sad bout da chung ling eh guy.....haix....n jz nw i on fb i saw his profile...he write he married 2 qian yu....haix....y i stil can't rmb him?i stil luving him?no......erm.....dunno la...mayb i wil 4get him when i hv something 2 do leh...hehehe....ok okok bye bye lu...hahahaha

22.01.2010

2day at skul i dunno y i wan faster gt ppl order bak kua...mayb i need $....haix den after tat su yun like suddenly say something 2 make me ki siao....huh...i oso dunno la den i tel lee halp me take go bio mlab i go class take text book...den i go d...when i bio lab i laugh all the time cz carrie they all talk siao thing hahahaaaa......funny nia...den zi juan bf is playing her she bt stil wanna buy shirt 4 him 2 shirt cost=120.00 den he buy 4 juan eh jz=104 i feel him so kedekut...haix...nasib baik i bo like tat eh bf...hehe bt i think i say ppl like tat i wil get like tis eh bf nxt time....heheheeh...i dunno y every fri i oso dun feel wanna go bck hse early...jz feel wanna go out....haix...no $ stil wanna go out....@_@ n $.$

21.01.2010

2day i very very dunno hw 2 get 239bucks 2 pay my skul fees n lens ...if i stil nw wan da loptop i must hv 289bucks...hw hw hw....when i get so mamy $$$???is nt2.89 is 289.00 haixxxx.....u think my parents cetak $ wan ah?or they all is atm mesin? ching ching money come out d....jz nw i ask kit take da laptop go hse give dad keep tal him when i gt $ onli i go take bck den my mum say no dun help her take let her take by herself....den n i say mi mon i sit rapid bus go skul ah den she ask y?den i ma say lol teacher wanna cl my name den i hv 2 stand infront den i say la if i sit bus go skul late den i ma no need stand infront n no need go hall la she say cannot oso wtf....den i send msg 2 my biao sao ask her help me tel dad bout it oso she dun wanna tel wat la...hate hate hateeeeeeeeee....argggggggggggggggggg....god ah help me ah...wat i cn do ah........

19.01.2010

2day i feel ok la at skul didn't cry or think anything...gud haha...bt i think i an 4get him veli fast n i cn find another 1 veli fast oso...hahahaaaa.....siau eh....erm 2day ntg special wanna write...o ya jz nw i tae my puppy go cut hair haha....erm k la 2day write til here oli la...heheee....

18.01.2010

2day early in da morning i wake up i alreadi no mood.....den when i in yun car i cry a while....den when i reach skul i go in my class wit no moodly...rili no mood....den i cry again...den jess n yun come n ask me wat happen i keeping say ntg den i tel yun wit no voice is bout john...den yun say dun cry bcz of him...den when recess time lee say me y u give a guy do til u like tis??den i say i oso dunno mayb i luv him deeply den he treat me like tis kua.....dunno la den after tat i feel better...i comfirm d i wanna 4get tis guy in my life.....i un wanna cry bcz of him anymore...karine oso noe hw 2 say me so tabah eh ppl oso wil cry...ok i hv 2 start do my thing tat is 4get him start on nw....hehehe....

sad thing happen

i jz nw go his gf fb n c her pic i noe y he luv her so much d.....i cannot berbanding wit his gf....her gf more pretty,cute then me 3x....hw i wanna fight wit her?T_Ti dunno wat cn i do nw i noe da firsy thing i cndo i cry da second thing tat i cn do is wish them den i dunno i should continue 暗恋him or nt....my frenz tel me dun sad....bt i can't contro my eye 2 cry.....is veli hurt u noe i 暗恋him 3year den nw onli i noe hw his gf look like.....he rili is a gud guy n a gud bf......k i yhink is time 4 me 2 4get him.....bt i noe i can't do it....huhh...i wil try my best.....thx da frenz who support me....thx yuniko n amelia u 2 is my best best best frenz in my life.......luv u

17/01/2010

2day my feeling is quite sad n a bit scared i dunno y....mayb is i think too much bout him....haix...my hse no wifi....if i wanna on9 i mz walk 2 my cousin bro hse den onli cn on9...bt i think many thing bout him leh...y i keep thinking bout him?cn anybody tel me?i tis year spm d y i wanna think him?y?haix dunno la...i think a while onli i think bout him....huh....

i found his blog,fb,msn n skype

hahaha....i find his blog,fb,msn n skype...hehe so happy bt he dunno who am i...tat's gud oso la cn say cz no need let him noe who am i if let him noe who am i den i ma veli ps...cz he c all da thing tat i wrote in my blog n oso my personel msg...hehe....bt he can't view my blog de la....k la...2day i quite happy is da same thing la i find all his thing....he nw study 4 hair styling...i jz nw saw his pic he last time more entau den nw ah...nw eh him cn say ok oso bt hor i wanna noe y i cn 爱上他？haix luv is blind wan ah.....hehehe.....hahaha i think 2nite i can't slp ah....happy dao.....